Feeling which I had never before... :-)

Much awaited day has come... As my heart prayed for long, it got over one hour before. Everything happily, peacefully and with care and love. Yes... Today was my engagement, more precisely, in malayalam "jathakam koda". It happened in my fiance's house. Except me all her relatives and my relatives were present there. It was never planned for such a big function... But to our surprise, everything happened so fast, that before we could take a breath properly, it got decided for a little mega event. From the phone calls what I got from her and my brother, I could sense that more than 60 people had turned up for this function where me and my fiance was in the lime light.
Hmmmm haannnn... I can't express the feelings what I'm going through right now. I wish I was there with her. A different mind set altogether. From the bottom of my heart I do enjoy this situation. I can feel some sort of energy creeping up my nerves. A new beginning... One which I had to run for my life till I die. I whole heartedly welcome this change which is inevitable, atleast in most of our lifes.
It all began in September 2008. A hi/bye friendship turining into a relationship. I can't name it a total love marriage, but was an arranged one, as the graph says. Ofcourse, the love began between us within no time, before we could realize it. The end result is what we wanted by heart. From today its two souls for me which I do care more than anything else.
As an intro for my better half. Her name is Saumya and I call her Chakku. I know her for the last 2 years or so. Coincedence is, she is from the same college from where I passed out 10 years before. But till September last year, I can count it in my fingers, how many time I had chatted with her... Have never spoken though. As am not a regular internet / chat freak, I used to get in touch with her rarely. But none of our chat sessions lasted more than 5 mins, as I usually used to get held up. Last year, it became a challenge for me to chat with her atleast for sometime and get to know about her. The journey starts there... :-). Time passed by... We got to know each other much better and decision was pretty smooth. Why can't we be together for the rest of the life ? There was no second thought from both of us, to say YES... An adament girl who didn't want to get married for atleast another 2 years, changes in no time and decided to marry me. As all new gen girls think of standing on their on feet first and later decide on marriage, she too deviated from her thoughts initially. I admire her for her hardwork and sincerity what she shows on her studies. I too didn't want to be a bottleneck for her dreams. But nothing could stop us from being ONE. We smelled the power of LOVE, which is much above everything else.
We first met at Ambrosia, @ TVM. Place we might not forget in our life time... She was open to me. Questions asked were straight on the face. I never felt any discomfort being with her. Wave length matched again and ofcourse our physique as well. :-). We both were a good match in many things. How arranged marriage goes on, things happened in a natural manner. Slight hic ups were there, unexpectedly, but could overcome those with gods grace. She was the one who gave me enough strength, when things were going upside down. Her will power and dedication, made me act wisely and hurdle all the barriers. We met at many occassions later. As part of impressing her, I surprised her with manythings.. heheeee... I hope she did get impress. 2009 new year eve was much special for us. An unplanned day, but worked out well for us. We could spend a decent time together and could get to know a bit more. Days went by and finally today, the auspicious day, Feb 1st 2009, 11.45 am, Me and Saumya got engaged. I pledge myself, to be a trustful, caring and loving life partner for her till my last breath. As I myself used to be the all time reader for my own blogs, I don't want to entertain more masalas about me and her... All I can say is I love her and sincerely want to increase it to the power of infinity, which I believe in myself that I can do as long as we live.

I remember the lines in one of the momento, what my father has in his library. It says "Where there is trust, there is peace. Where there is peace, there is Love. Where there is Love, there is God".

Let me start a new life with the 'Feelings which I had never before' with my chakku... Pray for us...